[The Void]
ideas
2007-05-25
I have come to understand that there is something grand about some folks that will never been seen in the light of day. You know it, you feel it and it really wish you can shine up that pearl and say hey look damn it~ but you can't.
Been doing alot of studying the past while. Slipped on writings. I found a book on social culture. Quite interesting actually. How much I want to go to college, I find my want to see my family over the next few years more so. So when I go out shopping I tend to pick up text books....and self read as much as I can. While I have a small collection of spiritual books, I also have a section of Anatomy, social justice, American history, Alegbra and biology. Maybe there is just a crave for knowledge in some folks. I read on the planets as much as I can. And try my best with math, even though I have no talent for numbers. They are more cyptic to me almost like someone looking at german for the first time~ they don't make sense. But over time I am sure they will ring value and settle into my memory banks a bit more.
My grandparents were self educated much of their lives. Proved to be valuable, my father never having been to college as well, proved to be an at home reader....and turned out smart and well balanced. I can only hope the same will cure the thirst in me for more and more knowledge.
Sometimes I wish I could be as logical minded as my love. He has a talent for numbers, they are concrete he says. They make sense and are duplicated. There are rules and laws that govern mathmatics....and I suppose that is where I cannot follow just yet. I think, in a few years I will try and send him to school. He has an interst in nanotech. I think it will be a passion for him.
Me on the other hand. I am thinking water management. Not as grand, but seems to be an area I am drawn back to all the time. All my other interests do not equate to money earning~ healing, massage and spiritual teachings. Water management however....we can do a damn better job than what we are doing. And may as well step up and be part of the solution on it.
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