[The Void]
some people
2007-09-22
Well I tell ya what, there is nothing like a good lesson in stupidity. I was stupid really to keep trying, and depend on others have an ounce of responsibility or head on their shoulders instead of shoved up their ass.
When it turns out your kicking your own ass to make someone else happy~ wise up. I don't know why I didn't figure it out sooner. No this little heart of mine~ I tell ya. I follow it religiously, and at times I have no idea where it is getting me. And when I am crushed I still seem to pick back up and go at it again. I recommend this life, I really do. But its not for the fragil.
I recognize when I start to grow cold. And right now I can feel its icey hands on my back. Validating how I can be disappointed and pissed off~ and really....some people are not worth the chip on your shoulder. I am proud of trying, and proud I stayed true to my heart~ I kept trying.
It is a wise saying: We often preach what we need to learn the most. When I take that and look back, every fuckin thing makes sense.
Thank you for a kick out of the door, I doubt I would have figured out the fire soon enough on my own, and failed myself in being lovable, resilent, and forgiving.
Compassion, is in short supply. Unfortunetly it walks hand in hand with a heart and mind. Which are in even shorter supply. Oh the Gods...some people should be left as hermits.
Barnabus (2007-09-24)
Sounds like you've really been let down...and not gently!! But good can come from it...and it looks like it has..it's made you a lot stronger and wiser person! Helluva price to pay tho-!!!
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