[The Void]
broken trust
2007-04-14
I still can't believe it really...although I kick myself in remembering you are like this. I trusted you, loved you and always forgave you...for anything. I am hurt by your choices...and I am pissed in the knowledge it doesn't matter to you.
So it wasn't my lover you mingled with or secretly entertained, it really doesn't matter. Shows me your respect toward others, shows me your limits and what you say you learn. You didn't learn....you hurt. What is a passionate loving gift of Deity to humans you make a filthy mess. Torn with lies and false intentions. I called you sister, I trusted you above all else. I find I can't take a solid breath in around you. There is no vessel that I can pour my trust and compassioin into, it was shattered with your bullshit and disregard.
Damn it...I don't like feeling like this. But...why I created yet another blog for these thoughts. You should just close your eyes to the sunrise, in a attempt to feel the dark hole you caused on that woman. And sit on egg shells to feel the discomfort and ripped apart trust that was placed with fucked up results.
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