[The Void]
dreams
2007-05-08
Its amazing what lust does for my health. Its a healthy addiction I do swear and honestly believe. I can see it now...old and grey...and still lickin my lips when he comes near. Just his scent draws me close, and when I think I do not have the energy...it comes out of nowhere. Or...to be honest...I play too tired to get the full Goddess attention he is always willing to provide. Then in turn...I do the same.
I am not sure why we end up in relationships like this. Where we are so intertwined with eachother that we separate out others to keep these things 'just ours'. I have thought some time on another soul with us. To make something already special...differently special. but of course I shy away and keep what I have.....well mine.
My mind has been crazy lately. Returning thoughts on a dream I had not long ago. Tall towers, and singing animals on them. Rather inviting and a lovely tune. A waterway passes through the towers and in the middle is a small island with a tree that blooms when I approach. The flowers are delicate at first glance, but when you get close enough you realize they are like magnolias. But when touched they bleed.
It is usually then I turn around to see who saw this, and what I thought was towers are windows now. And I see clouds approaching. Instead of lightening it is tornados. And not land but hazy gasy colors. Then I wake up sweating and nauseated.
dreams...who needs em..
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